The Christmas Miracle, Chapter Two

I should have known. Stories in every form are never told without conflict. A writer just doesn't write about everything going well, and beyond that, miracles can't be recognized without a contrasting background. Did I really expect to find a series of small micracles scattered across boredome like stars in a black sky? No, I think every true miracle must be earned. The little ones and the big ones. It's part of our brilliantly flawed system of thinking and feeling. If it's not told to us in a relevant and blunt tone inside of 20 seconds, we might miss the point....

So I never really stopped to write over the holidays. Truth to tell, I was having too much fun. Maybe that in itself is a miracle (how did I spend a month in Miami while only two weeks actually ticked away?), or maybe I just put myself in the right frame of mind from the very start. It was pretty close to perfect, to begin with: I spent the first three days in Walt Disney World with my sister having fun going on every ride and then suddenly diving off into REM sleep the very second we got to our room at the resort. After that, it was stress-free Christmas shopping done quickly with a lot of time to spend with my parents and my niece's boys. Of course, this is family I'm talking about here, so believe me, I was already thankful for the little miracle that most everyone was on good behavior.

I knew that going in. Reality isn't defined by me living in Miami, nor does it assume that everyone I was visiting was going to remain the way I saw them. For one thing, life in L.A. was such that I first thought of looking for the Christmas Miracle before I left here. Life constantly moves here, and I run into so many business-minded people that it's hard to know where you stand sometimes. It's hard to feel things in L.A., so you become aggressive about feeling positive rather than slowing down to be happy.

The other part of reality that we have to see is that once the holiday season is over, the rest of the family goes back to normal, too. I won't even get into that at this point, but some people, it seems, will never change.

So what we have right now is that contrast. We have the beginnings of a backdrop for a miracle, and regardless of the timing, the miracle is still on my Christmas list. Yeah, I got nearly everything else I wanted, but I've got my eyes open for the things to come.